My white flag is raised, man. Yesterday I was feeling so much better, eating actual food and actually laughing and sitting upright. Today I feel like a shade of death again. I know it takes time but I don’t know how much more of this I can take. The past two weeks have been consumed with my body humbling me. Okay okay I get it; no invincibility here. Got it loud and clear, thanks. Can I have my life back now??