honeydunce

pretty much stuck with my heart sticking out.

Category: depression

the ‘fits

I am on week 5 of the official bon voyage to Paxil, due to schedule a doctor’s appointment within the next few weeks.  May I just go on the record here as saying this has been the hardest thing I’ve ever done.  This is part of the anti-depressant experience.  Technically, I should still be sailing […]

complete.

Last night I took the final dose of Paxil.
Finally, officially, I’m done.

we graffiti the crazy train

I’m going to a new doctor on Tuesday for what I like to call a “tune up,” aka a yearly physical and whatnot. Plus I’m getting off Paxil.  I can’t do this anymore.  I’m not who I am while on this medication and it’s been a long time coming.  I had to do some confirming […]

derailing.

Although each of these SSRI manufacturers admit they do not know how their respective drugs work, each claim that they help to correct a “chemical imbalance of the brain.” The assumption for each of these drugs is that if a person is depressed (each and every depressed person), there is a reduced level of the […]

t.k.o.

This day has been one helluva roller coaster. My relationship is ending. My dad’s girlfriend is losing her father. Got to see Bob Log III at the Warhol. Found out I’m being audited.
Oh, joy.
I just finished packing for Ohio–going home for the weekend to see the family.
I feel like every […]

respirator hater.

Today was the first light that made it through the clouds. It fell on weeds that have grown on me recently. Strange little things that require the lack of photosythesis to thrive.
A four day migraine. And depression, or whatever is that’s always been a bit down in me(from the beginning), […]