honeydunce

Surgery went well. I’m recovering. I’m in more pain today than I was yesterday, and it sucks. I hurt. I don’t feel like talking but I hate being alone. I’m lonely. I’m bored. I feel like everything is on pause until I’m better. I needed it done, and now it’s done but still. I’m a certain shade of miserable and only time and patience and taking care of myself will make it pass. That’s the nice part: it’ll pass. And oh how thankful I am to have such sweet people in my life to look after me.

I’m sure I’ll have more to say on the other side of this. Right now it’s just a blue ache.